What's wrong with me ?!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH EVERYONE AROUND ME?
I wanted to make things less difficult for us.
But it just became worst.
I'm really sick and everything now.
Do I even have the guts to live?
Why is everything becoming so confusing and complicated?
I love you guys, with all my MIGHT !
I'm really doing my best to tell you that I really LOVE you guys so much that my heart bled!
Can't you guys just stop whatever things that's going around?!
Does everything have to end that way?
Seriously, I really love you guys, especially YOU.
If you happen to find my blog, I just want to say :

I hate you for destroying my life and by telling me the truth.
I hate the reality and you shouldn't have given me life in the first place.
You made us felt terrible, really terrible.
I will not ever forgive you, and never will.
You know that as well, don't you.
So, you better stop thinking that I will call you again.
I'll make sure you're treated the same as how you're treating me now.
Don't make me do that bcuz if its too late, you might not know what I'm going to do.
Thanks for making me know what the real cruel world there is for me.
I LOVE you and really a big thank you for giving me life, a real TERRIBLE life.